The Shadow

When you and I think of a shadow, we think of the area of darkness which is the result of light being blocked by something. Consider for a moment, however, that each of us casts a spiritual shadow. That shadow is a reflection of what is really happening in the spiritual realm as a direct result of our actions.

Joey is on a business trip that is very important to his firm. Joes is a Christian. Joey is also an alcoholic. He is deeply ashamed of his condition, but many times in the last few months he has not been strong enough to resist (or just did not resist) the temptation to drink. His family has suffered as a result. His work has suffered. His career is in peril. This may be his last chance to keep his job.

Earlier in the evening, Joey arrived at his hotel. He knows no one in this city. No one is looking over his shoulder. In the hotel restaurant, the waiter has just handed Joey a menu and a wine list. The people sitting at the other tables notice nothing out of the ordinary. They see, if they even look, nothing but a man looking at a wine list, just as they had done a moment before. They cannot see the shadow.

Joey’s thoughts turn to his wife and children who love him very much and have walked with him for several “second miles.” He thinks about his boss who has given him “another chance” so many times now he cannot remember how many. He thinks about how much he would like to have a glass…no, a bottle, of wine to take back to his room. He thinks about the fact that if he does, he will never make those calls tomorrow and how his career will most likely be over. His thoughts turn to the cross where his Lord was nailed. He imagines the blood that drips slowly to the ground under the cross; blood that was shed because of his sins, and, ironically, to wash away those same sins.

The shadow that no one sees portrays an entirely different scene. Instead of a calm picture of a man lost in thought, there are two figures. One appears to be a soldier, dressed in battle armor, armed with the sword of the Spirit and the shield of faith. The other resembles a dragon, but instead of breathing fire, he is firing flaming arrows as fast as he can. They are locked in deadly combat, and neither seems to be giving ground or gaining headway.

The waiter heads back to Joey’s table. “Have you made a choice, sir?”

“Yes,” replied Joey, “I think I’ll have iced tea!”

At that instant, the sword strikes home. With a roar the dragon quits the field of battle, gravely wounded. The soldier of the cross has won this battle and has gained more strength than he could have imagined, but the dragon is out there, in the darkness, licking his wounds, biding his time. He will be back.

What a different world it would be if, for one instant, all the world could see the spiritual shadow each one casts. How many times has a shield been lowered and the fiery darts of the dragon struck home and a soul lost? Let us never forget that for all its invisibility, the shadow
is no less real.

Sometimes it does not seem like we are making any headway at all in our Good Fight. We go back and forth; this time resisting temptation and the next surrendering to it. Our shield of faith (Ephesians 6:16) extinguishes some fiery darts and some get through. And it is all terribly frustrating.

In our story, no one but Joey, his enemy and his Lord knew of his victory, but it was a victory nonetheless! You may not feel like you are wining, but if you hold fast and remain steadfast, immovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord (1 Corinthians 15:58) you are winning the battle and you can say, along with the apostle Paul (who felt this same frustration): Therefore there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus (Romans 8:1).

There is reason to rejoice, dear friends, even in the face of the most discouraging news or events. If we are His (faithful to His will), He is ours (our Defender and Champion) and we cannot be overcome. Take that truth into battle with you and overwhelmingly conquer through Him who loves you (Romans 8:37). God loves you and so do I.